Its who we are:)

2007-11-28T08:39:00.001-08:00

2007-11-25T10:42:00.001-08:00

i feel like a crazy monkey:)
tell you tomorrow

2007-11-12T06:53:00.000-08:00

i don't like being sandwiched
why don't you two just TALK
omg you're BOTH wrong
don't be so one sided
you're both different so bend your principles a little and LISTEN
and dan can help by not getting in the way

2007-11-04T04:28:00.000-08:00

if im not good enough for your eyes then don't look at me

nvm vent it all out on me but i have feelings too so i have my limits

2007-10-31T05:13:00.000-07:00

i'm back from Bali
NO JETSKIING:(
hmph.

2007-10-22T10:28:00.000-07:00

Chris just came back form the BEP concert with special guests the CLICK FIVE
WOOHOOO
i took lotsa videos and i got their autographs and i got a shirt and i'll get my sis to help me autograph that on thursday:)
haha
YAY
wed's class outing
and we pirates are cooking something up
hehehehhhh

2007-10-14T04:31:00.001-07:00

Chris is falling sick again and he likes it:)
i LOVE falling SICK:)

2007-10-11T06:47:00.000-07:00

oh stake, full of splinters
why do you keep coming back
like i'm an immortal vampire

why do geysers explode so easily now

haha. i'm weak.

maybe you'll remember tomorrow
i wished i could share my joy with someone today
it would be so much than a yesterday.
but its better than nothing
so i'll wait with this frostbite

2007-10-09T05:06:00.001-07:00

so thats why i'm almost never down
i have no life to take away:)
i have no life:)
haha.

2007-10-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

Why does love die?
I don't know but
sometimes life's like that.

But through thick and thin
we stand together
despite partition
your fruit binds you together

two pillows, we're the bed
a double cherry, we're the stem

we share the burden together
don't take it all by yourself
you need support
and that stem's there for you

a glimmer of hope is whats left
its hard to see but its there

but one thing i know for sure
like parent, NOT like child
your love can die
but i vow that mine will last
forever my daddy and mummy:)

2007-10-04T09:12:00.000-07:00

ITS OVER!!!!!
omg so many things happened during the exams
i don't know where to start!
so yknow what?
I SHOULDN'T!:D
haha
today was ice skating:)
popped blisters, high speed skating and dodging, skating over people, scaring people, charging people, slamming people, jumping on ice, racing...
YAY
3 hours of fun fun fun!
:D
woohooo
after that was alright
:P
i can't wait for the pirate crew to come together:D
good night!

2007-09-13T07:38:00.001-07:00

Gimme a time machine. Its so annoying. this time of the year. but this year its more than usual. my daily routine is busy enough. double the tuition, actually studying a little, and parents talking to you everyday. thats just damn headache. seriously it hurts like crazy now. i really wanna tell the world to shut up. i wanna be alone with things and people that make me happy. whatever. i wanna go into the future where i'll be free. I wanna fly the clear blue skies. Clouds are nice. I wanna be a cloud. why are adults so...glued to the ground? and why can't they understand? people aren't the same as they were before. i have a life and please think in my shoes. i know your concern but you don't have to worry. thanks for worrying. sorry for making you worry. i don't know what to say. i'm just crapping it all out. seriously, if this world wasn't so competitive and everything, people would be much happier. I got nothing to say. i was so out of words cos my brain's totally dead from this killer pain i've just got nothing to say. my head was screaming SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP. becase i couldn't take it anymore. just, no more. please. no more questions. everything was just so whatever and yeah. Its been a year since i've seen those tears. I don't wanna see them again. cos it takes a lot to. a LOT. this is almost a lot. thanks mum, thanks dad. you're both great. really. Thanks for the concern. thanks for the help. but think bout my feelings too okay? its not so easy to throw away precious memories.
chris' head just died

2007-09-10T07:27:00.000-07:00

What goes up must come down eh?
its true.
but i've build a trampoline
and when it lands
it'll shoot waaaaaaay up high:)

2007-09-08T20:30:00.000-07:00

what a short holiday.
havn't updated for a while.
i'll start with wednesday.
ummm...
i forgot what i did
i forgot what i did for thursday too
friday was barbecue night
saturday was confirmation and austyn's
sunday...
thats today.
hope i'll have a good closure for this holiday.
ugh, hurry and pass, stupid exams.
i'm sleepy...

2007-09-04T08:35:00.000-07:00

i'm not afraid of you
i'm not intimidated
you can't scare me with sheer power
the law can't hold me back
we're of pure hearts
you can't do anything

my only fear
is for you to get hurt
i'd inflict pain a thousand times worse
if i you suffered
you shouldn't be re-living the past gone wrong
you don't deserve that life
do not be afraid
for your guardian angel
shields you from all harm
God will protect you
rest well
i pray for the best

will Chris get called in by the cops? just wait and see.
i'll get through it. i'm not afraid of anything

2007-08-31T04:29:00.000-07:00

Your fragile, folded wings are just tired from the pure blue sky. You don't have to force your smile for anyone.

its okay
to smile for yourself:)

That lonely feeling keeps creeping up on me. A single candle burns inside. There shouldn't be an expensive chandelier in a wild place like this. Can i really bury it all with emtpy words? I don't even know anymore.
As long as we can swim freely in our dreams, we won't need that sky anymore. Even if you can't let go of the past. I'll still be there to see you tomorrow:)

Your fragile, folded wings are just tired from the pure blue sky. You don't have to force your smile for anyone.

its okay
to smile for yourself:)
ovel and imoo

2007-08-30T09:38:00.000-07:00

shit.
i hope i didnt just fracture my toe.
:/
it hurts
quite badly
damn badly
omg oooowwwww

2007-08-29T23:07:00.000-07:00

WHOOOHOOOOOO!!:D
SCHOOLS OUT!
:D
yay!
today we played with a SNAIL!
we picked it up from outside the LT and played with it. it didn't move for a while so i figured we had to pour out water. you know, it constantly secretes slime!:D SO COOL!
we had lotsa fun playing with snail.
it climbed all over the window and my table and i had to wipe its slime off and its really sticky!
head pref freaked when he saw that a snail was just behind him:P
i can't wait to go sentosa and east coast:)
heehee.
wonder how the obs guys are doing.

2007-08-29T05:50:00.000-07:00

TLK sucks.
& Lionel and i completed the drawing today:)

rotate it all around and its still upright!:D

2007-08-28T04:57:00.000-07:00

Chris is exhausted today:P and he don't know why. School was fun today.
2 periods of movies and 4 of ipod:P
hahaha
then i fooled around then went ice skating
i learned how to spin around!
a BIT
wasn't in the mood to do more
i'm not in the mood for anything now
stupid chains.
i really wanna break them.
things about the heart can be so complicated sometimes
just
whatever.
i'd say that in your face but it would waste my breath
one thing leads to another
better not start, even if its one word
cause your fertilizer works really well
you don't see it when you're erupting

whatever.
Chris needs a getaway
maybe running away for a while would heal it
hanging out for no apparent reason is good
with people who don't think
clears your mind
don't you think so?
sometimes being simple is good
thinking too much drives you crazy
which is why i don't think
or just a little
get to the point.
why beat around the bush and don't get anything in the end?
pointless.
just, whatever.

THROWITAWAYFORGETYESTERDAYWE'LLMAKETHEGREATESCAPEWEWON'THEARAWORDTHEYSAYTHEYDON'TKNOWUSANYWAY
WATCHITBURNLETITDIECAUSEWEAREFINALLYFREETONIGHT

emu
can't wait
for the greatestest escape:)

2007-08-27T03:00:00.000-07:00

OUTSIDE

Today was a new class, a new experience:)Lionel and i sat together:)class was crap and we drew a picture. i'll post it as soon as its complete:)He came over after that and we played:P the bicycle was mean so we didn't go cycling. He tried my blades and sorta got it. he says ice skating's easier. i think blading is:/then we went to the gym to fool around. we made lotsa noise and flew! then we hit the playground. they had this real cool toy thing. it can dig sand! but it was in a lake so we couldn't reach it very well...we walked home like we owned the streets. it was fun:)

Inside

I'm just a kid with no ambitions
Wouldn't come home for the world

You'll Never know what I've become
The king of all that's said and done
The forgotten son

This city's buried in defeat
I walk along these no-name streets
And wave goodbye to all as i fall..

WELL BECAUSE WE'RE DOING FINE
AND WE DON'T NEED TO BE TOLD
THAT WE'RE HERE DOING FINE CAUSE WE WON'T GIVE YOU CONTROL
AND WE DON'T NEED ANYTHING FROM YOU
CAUSE WE'LL BE JUST FINE
AND WE WON'T BE BOUGHT AND SOLD
JUST LIKE YOU

2007-08-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

nyeah nyeah, i'd stick my tongue out at despair cos nothing can bring this heart down now:)
its as strong as ever
powered by yellow
bright yellow
nothing nothing nothing can break me now:)
not even you:)
call me whatever you want
buy a mirror some day
i don't care
lalala
daddy brings this child to the sky sometimes:)
i'm happy
tell me to get down drom there
but nothing can bring this kid down:)

goodnight:)

2007-08-26T02:03:00.000-07:00

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's Empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I've got a peice of paper
But it's Empty

SUSPENSE!!!
:P
Mummy left for Vegas today
she called me just now to tell me she reached hong kong:)for transit:P

2007-08-25T04:29:00.000-07:00

I completed my painting today with some help:)but most of the time she made it worse:P and a very talkative person just sat there commenting

imagine a swirl of colours
both in and out
the laws of nature twisted
reality blurred
sun, moon and stars neighbours
a never-ending staircase
speeding toy cars
on unknown highways
no-name streets round and round
defying the laws of gravity
where clouds touch the ground
mountains shrink and rivers of rainbows
bending windows
door after door
the walls and ceiling mixed
a giant shooting star

SO COOL RIGHT
SO COOL RIGHT
SO COOL RIGHT
:D

RAWR! Africa is EASY!!:D my time limit's one month:)and i cant wait:)i'll be having PE everyday next week! only 40 sec 3s in school!
good luck with the buzzy buzzies!
:D
byebye bloggie!

2007-08-24T08:30:00.000-07:00

Its so hard to say that im sorry
I'll make everything alright
All these things that i've done
Now what have ive become
And where did i go wrong

I dont need to hurt
Just to put you first
I wont tell you lies (Im sorry)
I will stand accused
With my hand on my heart
Im just trying to say

Im sorry
Its all that i can say
You mean so much and
Ive fix all that i done
If i could start again
I'll throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I know that i cant take
back all of the mistakes
But i will try
Allthough its not easy
I know you believe me
Cause i would not lie.

Dont believe the lies
Dont peryell the size
They dont understand (im sorry)
I will break your heart
I will bring you down
But i will have to say

Im sorry
Its all that i can say
You mean so much and
Ive fix all that i done
If i could start again
I'll throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

Im sorry
Its all that i can say
you mean so much and
I fix all that ive done
If i could start again
I'll throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

2007-08-24T02:18:00.000-07:00

Long ago a boy was lashed at with whips
Flung around and bashed constantly

His Life force sucked outta him
leaving barely a trace
He didn't let anyone know
The torture stopped.
His battered, bloodied body lay there
like a puppet with no strings
he waited for death

Then an angel came
that same angel
his only weakness smiled.
It brought light back to his world
the cuts were healing
it was going so well
but you didn't have to put the dead sea on it
but you did
you didn't have to gorge flesh out the scars
but you did
you didn't have to stab me
you didn't
when you knew how it felt like
but you did.
sometimes you're so grey
so faceless.

the boy was saved from death yet again
but this time by the other boy
with the magic shield
and spongebob
who drank a reservoir

thanks for shaking me up

thanks for that target

otherwise, school was fun:)

2007-08-23T05:27:00.000-07:00

2007-08-23T01:12:00.000-07:00

I FINALLY FIGURED A WAY THROUGH LIONEL'S MAGIC SHIELD! I have to BACKSTAB him!!!
*pokes you from behind*
today Lionel got a magic hand and a possessed hand:P I had enchanted and possessed hand! And he taught me how to break a person's arm, back, leg and well, basically cause a lot of pain. We wanted to try it out! But i think we forgot. But we DID try the new fist thingy! its so tickly! HAHA
Physics spa in 20 mins.
mr wong wants to see my mummy for PTM but too bad she's going to VEGAS
then he asked for daddy.
darn.

AMY CHUA GETS TURNED ON BY MATH! omg during the presentation she looked so...omg.
she's so wierd!

DREW

Jp drew Noah's Ark today. Lionel drew a penguin family:) i drew a DUCK FAMILY!:D It took me the whole Chinese and Physics period! and bout 5 mins after school:P HAHA
i'll post it here as soon as i figure out how...
today was a boring day. but the poking was fun again:)

*POKE POKE!*

2007-08-22T08:13:00.000-07:00

I once said i wasn't afraid of death. I wondered why this selfish thought occured to me. And now i know.

"A place where dreams are born
and where time stands still
And your heart will fly on wings
forever in Neverland"

I'll get there some day. And I'll be there with you:)

DOWN BY THE BAAAYYYY!

2007-08-22T01:22:00.000-07:00

Yknow what? I should get an extra 2 and a half marks for physics! See, for mcq, i wrote "D" when the answer was "B" but don't you see the "B" is actually made up of TWO "D"s?? I should get HALF A MARK FOR WRITING A "B" HALFWAY!! And and and AND! There was another question which i answered "B" and the answer was really "D"! "B" is made up of TWO "D"s so i should get TWO MARKS INSTEAD OF NONE!
i told the teacher that i was writing in the dark so i didn't know i already answered "D" so i wrote ANOTHER "D" below! So convincing right? She told me to go away:(hmph.

Lionel and i went around slamming people and POKING THEM too!:D i love poking!
*pokes you*

heehee. and we had a tickle fight! hmm i actually felt a bit tickly! I'm usually immune! But i was after a while. Cos my tummy became all numb:P Lionel had the magic shield so i couldn't poke him very much. But i tickled him!:D he's really sensitive to tickles! So fun!

I hung out with Jokong after school too. He had detention. Some sadistic person made them run three rounds round the track just to make them sweat:/He was sooo wet! omg. He's obsessed over something again:P and someone likes
YAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
cake:P

Coach went to China. guess i'll have to train on my own again. Oh, did you see that China plane that burned down? My friends said it was made of PAPER so it burned quite easily:P

Amy Chua is responsible for Global warming
All that paper...
seriously, she probably BATHES in paper:O
buhbye:)

i like white chocolate bananas
seriously, i want chocolate:P
DOWN BY THE BAY!:D

2007-08-21T04:51:00.000-07:00

Its so strange
What am i doing?
Am i tarnishing?
or is it just you?


No

Its okay
I'll do my best
But i've got my limits
just don't leave me hanging
please.


Sometimes i just
think about the
wind and the waves
flowing freely
with no chains

Bound to the ground
by the twisted chains of
pain and despair
Green,
i lay there
As the prisoner
of the ugly side of life.


Its so frustrating
How long can i last?
I don't know
Guess i'll have to live with it


sigh

Frustration digs in
burrows in my heart
The rage is locked
but its growing unstable
The pain tolerated
but its starting to hurt
ouch.

Sometimes i just
think about the
stars in the sky
bright and blinking
so peacefully

Bound the the ground
all i can do is
admire their peace
Green,
i lay there
As the prisoner
of the ugly side of life

Its so crazy
I waste my life away
doing stuff
just stuff.


yeah

My eyes looking out
at one destination
As time grows old
Dreams draw closer
Oh please
take me away
to our secret getaway


Sometimes i just
think about the
times we spent
we would get so high
and the stars would be green

But i'm bound to the ground now
Pain, excruciating
Waiting for that time
when these chains are broken
oh please save me(please save me)
please save me

I just want out
I can't tolerate
Take me to our getaway

where yellow blue red and green are welcome
where we can be pink
and we can get high

Laughing at the stars
Screaming at the ocean
Rolling on the grass
Swinging the vines
Lying on the sand
This is our hideaway

We're the Tarzan and Jane
of this island
We're the Tarzan and Jane
of this island

Sometimes i just
think about the
Tree we share
was it just a dream?
No its real:)

Breaking these chains
My heart longs for
Freedom and joy
forever and ever

so please
take me away
i'm the prisoner
of the ugly side(the)
prisoner
of the ugly side of life

the ugly side of life
ugly side of life
ugly side of life

2007-08-20T23:45:00.000-07:00

yay i just came back from school! PE was fun! We're gonna learn the dance for SAZER X!! WOOHOO i thought it was ultraman at first! Lionel and i went around lifting people and slamming them on the floor till everything hurt:P it was so fun! we did it to everyone! even big people! Gerald lifted two people! i didn't cos i was afraid it would hit my knee wound. it hurts terribly!:( hate it when the skin stretches. chris has been limping all day:P it stings cos its still...somehow, fresh..the one on my hand is like a hybrid cut-blister thing!:D SO FUN i was playing with it in class(math is boring)even though it hurt:P yknow i was supposed to do some break dancing with bryan and stiff today at my place but bryan had something on and stiff was too stiff. nah just kidding, she had to study. GO STIFFIE! GO STIFFIE! oh and i passed lit:) talk to ya later mr bloggie! i wanna eat LUNCHY!:D
*munch munch*

2007-08-20T08:51:00.000-07:00

YAY IT FINALLY WORKS!!!!:D

2007-08-20T00:44:00.000-07:00

omg i'm trying to edit my blog now and its so screwed up..